Let me explain today's post.
Many of you know the story but this is for those that don't. More than 40 years ago Rick did not really propose to me. He did not ask the words "will you marry me?" Instead as we were walking the mall one evening we passed a jewelry store and I began looking at the rings in the storefront. He stood by me and asked "do you want one of those?" That was my romantic husband's proposal!
Fast forward 40 years and last night he asked "will you marry me?" and put a beautiful anniversary ring on my finger. (I wonder what he would have done if I said "NO"?) Of course through tears I accepted. We went out for a lovely dinner and finished the evening at a piano bar. He truly does have a romantic side to him.
Last night was a much needed evening for me. I had a long day yesterday feeling angry and mixed up about my cancer journey. I think I forgot to ask God to help me and thought I was fighting this battle all by myself. About mid-afternoon I realized the whole day had been about me and not asking God for His guidance. I was forgetting to give control of my life and future to God...let go and let God. I am in a much better place today.
This week is full of appointments. I will be getting my new "boobs" and "hair" this week. Also I will meet with a nurse practitioner on Wednesday to have an echocardiogram done to see if my heart will withstand the chemo treatments. I have several questions for her so I am sure it will be a long appointment. I have a dental appointment because I will not be able to have any dental work done after chemo begins. Onward and getting closer to the next winding road on my journey.
Once again if I do not post anything don't worry. Some days there isn't anything more to say!
I will end with this Bible passage that will guide me on this part of my journey.
"He will cover you with His feathers, and under His wings you will find refuge." Psalm 91:4
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