I thought I would feel so good after this last infusion but guess I thought wrong! I have had no energy the last few days. I think the chemo has built up in my system and dragging me down. I also am coming off the steroid high and now taking the anti-biotic for 7 days. I have so many chemicals swimming around in my system that I have no idea what reaction I am going to have to any of it! This too shall pass. God just gives me these days for me to remember that He is in charge. Each day will get better.
I have my usual blood work on Tuesday which means my counts will be low and I will take all my precautions for a few days. But by the end of the week I should be on the upswing. At least I hope so because I have lots to look forward to this weekend. Karmen and family will be here Saturday for Emerson's baptism on Sunday. Annie and Ceci are staying here Sunday night for the first time since I began my treatments. I am so excited to have them. I know I will be exhausted when they leave to go to their other grandparents but it will be a good tired!
In the meantime there isn't much to write. But I have had time to reflect on God's word. I will end with this passage:
"One thing God has spoken, two things I have heard: that you, O God, are strong and that you, O Lord, are loving.... Psalm 62:11-12
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