Facts

The facts became all clear this morning.  They are not what I had hoped but I now have my plan of action.

The pathology report on the left breast showed an invasive lobular cancer.  This is different than the one on the right breast.  But it is still an estrogen fed cancer.  Therefore I will have a double mastectomy.  I still do not know about chemotherapy as a follow up because it will depend on the lymph nodes affected.  I will not have the radiation but will still do the 5 years hormonal therapy.

As I write I am waiting on the surgeon to call to set up the surgery.  I have elected not to have reconstruction done at this time so I only have to wait to see when he has an opening.  I also will need to do physical therapy prior to surgery to help prevent swelling in the arms.

Lots of new things will be happening to me since I have not had a surgery since I was 5 years old.  I have asked God for strength for me through this process.  He will be holding my hand along with my dear husband and best friend of 40 years.

I will get through this "hell".  In the meantime continue to pray for me and my family.  Once we have a timeline established I will let you know what can be done so Rick doesn't live on bologna sandwiches:)

Love to all of you!